#takeitdeep: Grudges

Hello I’m an Asshole. You know lately I’ve been in-and-out of a Medical daze. Apparently I have offended many people in the wrestling industry. Sometimes Cognat of what I’m doing. Other times not so much. That’s not an excuse.

Apparently people are holding grudges for things that I have done years ago. Which I can understand because I’m no stranger to doing this myself. But some of the things that have been said to me I do not remember at all. And not just that but when the stories are repeated to me the it a little bit more outragious and over the top. In leaves me to believe people remember things way different than they happen.

Don’t get me wrong, if you asked the right person I am accused of this all the time. But these Grudges I never out right In the sight of me. These things are going wrong in my life common these passive aggressive grudges start appearing.

Everything is about timing. My favorite is when I’m told to laugh things off when it’s at my expense. I’m told to be cool because whatever happened is popping the boys in a bigger locker Room. That’s cool. You make a joke in my expense so you can feel cool with guys will never work with. Nice.

When question about it that’s when these old grudges come up. The come up as justification for actions that happened. Please remember take it easy and laugh it off.

As long as I can bring up this thing that happened or didn’t 10 years ago in makes it OK. I’m sorry I don’t understand the logic there. And me questioning it or bringing it to the attention of people is breaking one of the major rules. Don’t Feed the indy trolls!

At this point I want to say thank you. Every time I slow down or think that I got nothing left you appear. You give me the drive and fire I need to move on.

Merry Christmas,

Ps. Get a shirt!

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