It has been days since I have taken my night meds. This means I have not had a full night’s sleep.

I am to take one pill at night to slow my heart so I can sleep. Because my body doesn’t stop.

During the day I am to take two slow-release pills for Anxiety.

One quick release for ADHD.

Today I have made the choice not to take it as well.

Some of my best if not all of my best work were done when I was not medicated.

This worries people that have known me through the years.

They say it makes me unpredictable.

Reckless.

I think it was time for me to go to my roots.

I will have a showing in North Carolina.

One that will be remembered.