So Yeah this is interesting…

So this is interesting to me. I have been told so many times that I am not relevant. My option doesn’t matter. That I’m a Cancer. (my zodiac sign so that is true) That everyone hates me. Ok. I never asked. But when ever I do say something the Key Board Crusaders come out in full force. For a guy that is nothing. Hmmm….

I have something big happening this year. I am getting married again. This something I said over and over NEVER AGAIN! But then it happened, I feel I have found someone that can deal with the random life I lead. On top of that we are doing it out of state, at a Renaissance Faire. Because why not? Truth be told it is a very special event to us.

I have really gotten into the Ren Faire world. It is a place where you have a gimmick but there are no bumps! No head shots and you can eat and drink as you like. When I’m there I have found a peace that I have never felt before. I’m able to be Tyger Smith and not have to be a worker. No toxic shit!

I personally wanted to lose some weight before the date. Eating every two hours. So I started a diet on Monday. I weighed in at 292lbs. This morning I weighed in at 285lbs. So much more to go. The question can I keep up this pace? I’m going to try.

This reminds me of all the crash diets I had done and watch others do. Will power is a mother lol. I know I’m not the only out there trying to lose lbs. I believe in you! Make it happen! Don’t let the bullshit around you keep you from your goals!